понедельник, 12 февраля 2007
суббота, 10 февраля 2007
12:28/09/02/07
I listen to music.
My head is full of a lot of pictures about past: regret, joy, sorrow...
I have begun to read new book: "Teodor Drayzer - Genius"
I listen to music.
My head is full of a lot of pictures about past: regret, joy, sorrow...
I have begun to read new book: "Teodor Drayzer - Genius"
вторник, 30 января 2007



I haven’t any news to write on you. Sorry. My life isn’t interesting and active. I’m thinking…thinking… but I can’t change…
My life is consist of Home and Work. I have enough free time…I read a book and listen to music in my free time… They are my close friends…
I read books… and I meet many images… But when I raise my head and look at the real life I feel sad…Cause people are not better than “images”. But they are worse than “ bad images”
At the end…
I like books…
I like music…
I love my family…
I love Ulker, Susanna and Pervane…
They are very important in my life…

My life is consist of Home and Work. I have enough free time…I read a book and listen to music in my free time… They are my close friends…
I read books… and I meet many images… But when I raise my head and look at the real life I feel sad…Cause people are not better than “images”. But they are worse than “ bad images”
At the end…
I like books…
I like music…
I love my family…
I love Ulker, Susanna and Pervane…
They are very important in my life…

среда, 24 января 2007
Xeyalperestlik heddinden artiq olanda – bir sel kimi her sheyi basib buruyur, oz icherisine qerq edir.Vay o adamin halina ki, fikrin yuksek zirvelerini buraxaraq ozunu tamami ile xeyala hesr edir. O ele zenn edir ki bu veziyyetden asanliqla canini qurtaracaq: o ozunu inandirir ki, netice etibari ile bunlar eyni sheydir. O, yalandir! Tefekkur zehnin ishidir, xeyalperestlik onun zovqudur. Fikri xeyalla evez etmek – yemek yerine zeher qebul etmek demekdir.
Eger adamda xeyala dalmaq uchun evden chixmaq verdishi emele gelibse ele bir gun gelecek ki, o, evdev ozunu suya atmaq uchun chixacaq.
Goz onunde olmayan adamin xatiresi qelbin qaranliq, derin gushlesinde alishib yanir. Bu adamin bir daha qayidib gelmesine umud ne qeder az ise – onun xatiresi de bir o qeder ishiqlanir. Seven ve iztirab cheken qelb ulvidir.
Viktor Huqo –“Sefiller”(Les Miserables)

Eger adamda xeyala dalmaq uchun evden chixmaq verdishi emele gelibse ele bir gun gelecek ki, o, evdev ozunu suya atmaq uchun chixacaq.
Goz onunde olmayan adamin xatiresi qelbin qaranliq, derin gushlesinde alishib yanir. Bu adamin bir daha qayidib gelmesine umud ne qeder az ise – onun xatiresi de bir o qeder ishiqlanir. Seven ve iztirab cheken qelb ulvidir.
Viktor Huqo –“Sefiller”(Les Miserables)

четверг, 18 января 2007
Death….
It is very strange… it is very darkness… and it is obscurity…
I think very often about death…
a day will come – our eyes will close… a day will come – everything will be dark…
What is death? Darkness or salvation?
Why? People struggle for existence?
May be death is better than live?
Why? Nobody know clear about death?
There have something mysterious, enigmatic… I can’t find answer…
What is death? Good or bad? Dark or light? ….
It is very strange… it is very darkness… and it is obscurity…
I think very often about death…
a day will come – our eyes will close… a day will come – everything will be dark…
What is death? Darkness or salvation?
Why? People struggle for existence?
May be death is better than live?
Why? Nobody know clear about death?
There have something mysterious, enigmatic… I can’t find answer…
What is death? Good or bad? Dark or light? ….

вторник, 16 января 2007
Fuuuu…
I hate my work…
I have already tired…
It is very exhausting…
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I hate my work…
I have already tired…
It is very exhausting…
[MORE]I want to screaaaamm…
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суббота, 13 января 2007
...You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you...
...Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me...
...And I love you, I swear that's true...
...Remember us and all we used to be....

You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you...
...Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me...
...And I love you, I swear that's true...
...Remember us and all we used to be....
...Music is very important in my life...

пятница, 12 января 2007
http://diary.ru/~Lost-Spirit/
1. Вспоминаем свои фамилию, имя, отчество.
2. Берем первую букву каждого.
3. Открываем http://www.google.ru
4. Переходим в раздел картинки.
5. Вводим аббревиатуру из первых букв Ф.И.О.
6. Жмем "Поиск".
7. Помещаем первое выпавшее изображение к себе в дневник.
Oh my God
This is my photo? M.A.N
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1. Вспоминаем свои фамилию, имя, отчество.
2. Берем первую букву каждого.
3. Открываем http://www.google.ru
4. Переходим в раздел картинки.
5. Вводим аббревиатуру из первых букв Ф.И.О.
6. Жмем "Поиск".
7. Помещаем первое выпавшее изображение к себе в дневник.
Oh my God

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четверг, 11 января 2007
Chilekesh - Kendimden geriye
Olurken bile yanmda ol sevgilim
Cennet bile chekilmez sensiz ah ben neyleyim
her shey yalan her kes sahtekar giden gitti kalan hep bin pishman
Her kes dushman her ker ryakar bir tek sen kaldin yanimda
Hani gormek ister ya gozlerin
Bir saniye ichin canini verirsin
Olurken bile yanimda ol sevgilim
Cennet bile chekilmez sensiz ah ben neyleyim
Her shey yalan herkes sahtekar
Giden gitti kalan hep bin pishman
Her kes dushman herkes riyakar
Bir tek sen kaldin yanimda
Mutlu gibi...Umutlu gibi..bir dushte gibi...
Her shey yalan her kes sahtekar giden gitti kalan hep bin pishman
Her kes dushman her kes riyakar
Bir tek sen kaldin yanimda
Sonsuzluk onumdeydi hep ama gidemedim senden uzaga
Her kes dushman her kes riyakar bir tek sen kaldin yanimda
Cennet bile chekilmez sensiz ah ben neyleyim
her shey yalan her kes sahtekar giden gitti kalan hep bin pishman
Her kes dushman her ker ryakar bir tek sen kaldin yanimda
Hani gormek ister ya gozlerin
Bir saniye ichin canini verirsin
Olurken bile yanimda ol sevgilim
Cennet bile chekilmez sensiz ah ben neyleyim
Her shey yalan herkes sahtekar
Giden gitti kalan hep bin pishman
Her kes dushman herkes riyakar
Bir tek sen kaldin yanimda
Mutlu gibi...Umutlu gibi..bir dushte gibi...
Her shey yalan her kes sahtekar giden gitti kalan hep bin pishman
Her kes dushman her kes riyakar
Bir tek sen kaldin yanimda
Sonsuzluk onumdeydi hep ama gidemedim senden uzaga
Her kes dushman her kes riyakar bir tek sen kaldin yanimda
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среда, 10 января 2007
вторник, 09 января 2007
20:35...I'm alone at home...At last I can stay alone...Outside - cold weather, inside - hot and light...I'm drinking a cup of tea with sweet...watch TV - MTVturkey...music,music,music only music - my chemical romance, placebo, the killers, Afi....and others
I'm calm...but I'm a little depressing.I don't know this cause...Anyway...I'm alone at home... It is good
I'm calm...but I'm a little depressing.I don't know this cause...Anyway...I'm alone at home... It is good

понедельник, 08 января 2007
пятница, 05 января 2007
I love this film...
He taught her how to live. She taught him how to love.
He taught her how to live. She taught him how to love.


суббота, 30 декабря 2006
Мои любимые ПЧ
Всем поздравляю С Новым Годом...Желаю вам счастье, любьви, и удачи...Приятные дни вам...Целую вас...

пятница, 22 декабря 2006
Today 22th of december... It is snowing....everywhere covered with snow...Today yes today i feel wintry weather....I don't know... Why... I don't like winter...what a bore...

среда, 20 декабря 2006
вторник, 19 декабря 2006
I'm unhappy... I don't know ... How can I be happy? What is happiness? How can do it? I'm unhappy... Is it my fault?
My job is boring and my job make me depressed...
I'm fed up with my life...
The world full of useless and silly people...
Monoton life... nothing is interesting in my life...

My job is boring and my job make me depressed...
I'm fed up with my life...
The world full of useless and silly people...
Monoton life... nothing is interesting in my life...
